I don't even know anymore.
birthday = good times.
but now, i'm horredously concerned. two of the kids i met in school, justin and ryan, are totally falling apart. yeah, i know that i apparently care about people way too quickly after i meet them, but jesus christ.
when i met justin, he was completely clean and was (and still is) a total sweetheart who wanted to write for a living, and he was so, so good. this was in october. and then...he's been falling apart. like, he's been suspended from school for showing up with twice the legal limit of alcohol in his bloodstream. he's been smoking pot again. and it makes me sad because he's not coming back to sshs, but instead going to hollywood, or royal, or monte vista. and he has so much potential, guys, jesus.
ryan was my computer apps buddy. my ex was one of his ex-friends and ryan was so cool to me that we just kept talking. this dude has always been falling apart, i guess, what with the smoking, the drinking, the drugs, and the visits to the mental hospital. apparently, he's planning to kill himself tonight. i don't know what to do, i don't have his number, i don't know.
this was rather pointless.
but now, i'm horredously concerned. two of the kids i met in school, justin and ryan, are totally falling apart. yeah, i know that i apparently care about people way too quickly after i meet them, but jesus christ.
when i met justin, he was completely clean and was (and still is) a total sweetheart who wanted to write for a living, and he was so, so good. this was in october. and then...he's been falling apart. like, he's been suspended from school for showing up with twice the legal limit of alcohol in his bloodstream. he's been smoking pot again. and it makes me sad because he's not coming back to sshs, but instead going to hollywood, or royal, or monte vista. and he has so much potential, guys, jesus.
ryan was my computer apps buddy. my ex was one of his ex-friends and ryan was so cool to me that we just kept talking. this dude has always been falling apart, i guess, what with the smoking, the drinking, the drugs, and the visits to the mental hospital. apparently, he's planning to kill himself tonight. i don't know what to do, i don't have his number, i don't know.
this was rather pointless.