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I feel like shit. I'm in a weird funk right now, started after I cam in from Happy three. For somereason I keep thinking about college. I don't know whatI'm doing. I don't have anyone at home to help me either. No one to remeber when Ihave to get things in buy or remind me to apply for Financial aid. Hell Ihaven'tbeenable to doany of THAT due tonot haveing any one home with a tax statement. Thentheres the wholewishing Ihad aplied to more colleges. I applied to and got into both Springhill and UAB. Whoopdi FUCKIN' Doo. Now I feel like and ass when I see people talking about how 6 colleges turnedt them down, 3 put them on waitlists but they got accepted to 4 others. I'm like damn wish I had some more options. I realywishIhad a completeportfolio.I wantto be an artist or smething like that but I'll probably end up as a discontent security gaurd in some hell hole. AnywayI'm not feeling great any.