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Live Journal is back in high school for me now, because nobody reads this anymore (everyone's on MySpace). A good thing about this is that I can get a little more honest again. Just in time, too, I think I'm finally understanding a few things about my social circle. But that's not quite correct, I understood, but I had my happy sunglasses on my face. And my stupid pants on my--yeah, the point...
My friends hate everything.
I mean everything. I find myself hating people I've never met on their recommendations. This makes me a tool. That's alarming to me. I meet new people and I'm so astonished at how friendly they are. They also hate causes. Anyone who has one gets the "you're stupid" ray pointed at them. In their defense they'll admit this individually, and their mentality keeps me humble. But damn, sometimes. Sometimes I think I need to get the fuck outta Dodge. But that's the problem. I've seen some friends move on, and come back, just like old times. But I don't think that would happen with me. I have my gripes but I love them. Really. I feel like I could move on but never able to fall back like they did.
It would be, "Hey, yeah, I've been gone a while."
"We noticed, yeah. Cool."
"Yeah. Cool."
And peace: We're forever simply acquaintances. I think I have some serious social hang ups and an inability to maintain relationships outside a school or work environment. In conclusion this is really just my problem. I should market my personality as a form of new and improved ipecac. I'd make millions.
My friends hate everything.
I mean everything. I find myself hating people I've never met on their recommendations. This makes me a tool. That's alarming to me. I meet new people and I'm so astonished at how friendly they are. They also hate causes. Anyone who has one gets the "you're stupid" ray pointed at them. In their defense they'll admit this individually, and their mentality keeps me humble. But damn, sometimes. Sometimes I think I need to get the fuck outta Dodge. But that's the problem. I've seen some friends move on, and come back, just like old times. But I don't think that would happen with me. I have my gripes but I love them. Really. I feel like I could move on but never able to fall back like they did.
It would be, "Hey, yeah, I've been gone a while."
"We noticed, yeah. Cool."
"Yeah. Cool."
And peace: We're forever simply acquaintances. I think I have some serious social hang ups and an inability to maintain relationships outside a school or work environment. In conclusion this is really just my problem. I should market my personality as a form of new and improved ipecac. I'd make millions.