sleep
i wish i coudl sleep...
I sat up for most of the night watching Bryan sleep, he looked so peaceful, he probably would have freaked if he woke up and saw me staring at him. he talks in his sleep, well, mumbles mostly.
i don't really know what to write today, i'm trying to get all my shit together and give myself a reality check, but i think i am at the point where non-reality cross-checked me and i'm laying on the ground with stupid little birdies flying around my head!
i'm at lunch at work and eating some french fried potatoes my co-workers brought back for me...
i think for the most part i quit soda... i'll drink it but i am currently finding it quite appealing to drink apple juice... strange yes, but when it tastes so damn good at 5am in the ER feeling like you died and someone is kicking your corpse in the head, i think you would get an instant attraction too! or it might have been the percoset... either way i get all the vitamin C without the acidity of OJ...
i think i might go straight home 2 night, curl up on hte couch and take a nap before bryan gets there.
Hey Honey, what are we doing tonight? it's too cold for much more than blankets and the TV, maybe some hot chocolate and a movie...
anyway, i'm tired, babbling, and i gotta get back to work.
ps i get married in 9 months!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I sat up for most of the night watching Bryan sleep, he looked so peaceful, he probably would have freaked if he woke up and saw me staring at him. he talks in his sleep, well, mumbles mostly.
i don't really know what to write today, i'm trying to get all my shit together and give myself a reality check, but i think i am at the point where non-reality cross-checked me and i'm laying on the ground with stupid little birdies flying around my head!
i'm at lunch at work and eating some french fried potatoes my co-workers brought back for me...
i think for the most part i quit soda... i'll drink it but i am currently finding it quite appealing to drink apple juice... strange yes, but when it tastes so damn good at 5am in the ER feeling like you died and someone is kicking your corpse in the head, i think you would get an instant attraction too! or it might have been the percoset... either way i get all the vitamin C without the acidity of OJ...
i think i might go straight home 2 night, curl up on hte couch and take a nap before bryan gets there.
Hey Honey, what are we doing tonight? it's too cold for much more than blankets and the TV, maybe some hot chocolate and a movie...
anyway, i'm tired, babbling, and i gotta get back to work.
ps i get married in 9 months!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!