Re: to jeff and danredfrojeffJuly 2 2003, 12:26:40 UTC
Dan, the funny thing about all this is that you and I haven't even spoken about it once. Not once. We are both just going off of what other people are saying. That's fucked up. I am really disappointed that you would write this on Live Journal because it seems like you want the whole world to know and be mad at me. If you had balls you would've just called me and actually talked to me about it. That's what friends do. And I don't believe what you are saying about us "never speaking on good terms again." I still think that you are my friend. And about all the threats, that's really fucking low. Nobody thinks that you are badass after you say things like "come play with the big boys." I just think it's funny. If you would've just asked me, I would tell you that I'm not even mad at you at all. If you wouldn't have said all this, I would've loved to just hang out again like we always did. But now that you say all this, it really makes me question whether we were ever friends at all. Anyway, if you want to be friends, which it seems like you don't, I'm always here. I still want to be, but I'm not going to give extra effort for a reconciliation. I really don't see how I pulled a "Cody". But, whatever, if you want to talk about it, call me- but I won't be waiting by the phone.
Re: to jeff and daninked4lifeJuly 2 2003, 16:05:26 UTC
Don't you fucking turn this around on me. I don't try to be a bad ass, and I'm not a bad ass. You say nobody thinks.... Don't you see I don't give a shit. I'm just a guy trying to have fun in life and not have to put up with all this bullshit. Now because of the fact, that you go and fall in love with a new girl every two weeks, my whole fucking life is ruined. Kevin is the only thing I have in this world, and it's perfectly clear you've taking that away. There's only one thing that I have never told Kevin. When I was really depressed and had a blade cutting into my wrist, it wasn't god or anything that kept me from finishing it. It was knowing I would be leaving him behind. But now if he's gone, well than what's the fucking point.
Re: to jeff and danredfrojeffJuly 2 2003, 17:50:23 UTC
This is stupid. I'm done with all of this. I'm sorry that we weren't good enough friends to get past this. Just forget that we were ever friends, it will probably be easier that way. I hope you are happy in your life, and I will be around if you need me. I admit that I have made a lot of faults, but so have you. And the fight threats aren't helping, they are making me not want to talk to you. So you can keep talking if you want, but I won't talk about it any further. It's all just shit anyway.
Re: to jeff and dandeath_by_starsJuly 2 2003, 23:20:38 UTC
nobody took me away i am still here. you are my best friend nothing less. i just miss hanging out with you and you alone. we never do it anymore, youre always hanging out with nate, so while y ou feel jeff has stolen me i feel that nate and heidi and youre adventures have stolen you from me........this is why i hate the internet
Re: to jeff and daninked4lifeJuly 3 2003, 05:17:08 UTC
I thought so to, but when things with Courtney got moving really fast, I saw that wasn't what I was looking for after all. To tell you the truth, I have no fucking clue what I'm looking for. I have no fucking clue where my life is going. All's I know is wherever I'm going, I want to have fun and be happy doing it.
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you are my best friend nothing less.
i just miss hanging out with you and you alone. we never do it anymore, youre always hanging out with nate, so while y ou feel jeff has stolen me i feel that nate and heidi and youre adventures have stolen you from me........this is why i hate the internet
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