Hello and Goodbye
Tell me before I waltz out of your life
Before turning my back on the past
Forgive my impertinent behavior
But how long do you think this pantomime can last?
It's been so long since my last post, it's strange to write here again.
A lot has been happening, both real-life related and internet realted: at first it was university, then the 7th HP book was coming out and I stayed away for fear of being spoiled, then LJ started being a bitch about fandom *again*. I decided to take a step back and see if things were going to calm down a bit, like they did after the first strikethrough.
They didn't.
The simple truth is that at the moment I have more than enough angst in my RL, I don't need to stay around for LJ drama.
I don't need to feel targeted for what I enjoy reading and the pictures I like to drool on. I don't need to fret about whether reccing a fic or a piece of fanart is going to get me TOSsed or not. I don't enjoy being called a pedophile, being told that my fav fandom is basically about child porn (!!) or that we're all a bunch of undesirables.
At the moment I have to juggle my studies, a grandmother that will most likely have to be officially declared insane (come si dirà in inglese incapace di intendere e di volere?) in order to force her to accept any kind of help, take her meds etc, a grandfather who's been bedridden for over a year and will be for the rest of his life and a mother who's slowly going crazy trying to deal with the two of them and taking me and my father along for the ride.
I seriously don't need this kind of shit.
So I've decided to move shop, I'm inkaddict over at insane journal. I still don't know what to do with my graphics, I'll probably keep them at ink_swirls for now.
I'll still use this LJ to keep up with the f-list, and if I'll manage to get semagic to work I'll post everything that isn't fandom related in both journals. That will teach me not to start working on a rec list when this kind of shit's going around -__-'
Love
K
Before turning my back on the past
Forgive my impertinent behavior
But how long do you think this pantomime can last?
It's been so long since my last post, it's strange to write here again.
A lot has been happening, both real-life related and internet realted: at first it was university, then the 7th HP book was coming out and I stayed away for fear of being spoiled, then LJ started being a bitch about fandom *again*. I decided to take a step back and see if things were going to calm down a bit, like they did after the first strikethrough.
They didn't.
The simple truth is that at the moment I have more than enough angst in my RL, I don't need to stay around for LJ drama.
I don't need to feel targeted for what I enjoy reading and the pictures I like to drool on. I don't need to fret about whether reccing a fic or a piece of fanart is going to get me TOSsed or not. I don't enjoy being called a pedophile, being told that my fav fandom is basically about child porn (!!) or that we're all a bunch of undesirables.
At the moment I have to juggle my studies, a grandmother that will most likely have to be officially declared insane (come si dirà in inglese incapace di intendere e di volere?) in order to force her to accept any kind of help, take her meds etc, a grandfather who's been bedridden for over a year and will be for the rest of his life and a mother who's slowly going crazy trying to deal with the two of them and taking me and my father along for the ride.
I seriously don't need this kind of shit.
So I've decided to move shop, I'm inkaddict over at insane journal. I still don't know what to do with my graphics, I'll probably keep them at ink_swirls for now.
I'll still use this LJ to keep up with the f-list, and if I'll manage to get semagic to work I'll post everything that isn't fandom related in both journals. That will teach me not to start working on a rec list when this kind of shit's going around -__-'
Love
K