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it is defined.
and in a way
that doesn't make me feel
like i am being untrue to myself.

we enjoy spending time together
and we enjoy being physical.
and that is what we are doing.
not like five times a week,
every once in a while.

next weekend the beach,
weather permitting.

i am happy for the first time
in a long time.
i feel whole.
closure has come
in an odd fashion.
but it has come.