nigga axe about me
how is it okay for a dude to be a complete fucking sketchball & to try and get with a million girls everhwere he goes, but the second the girl likes ONE guy, it gives the guy permission to flip the fuck out? it doesn't make any fucking sense. these past like, 2 weeks have been so ridiculous i can't even get into it. i can't help it that i am over him completely and just want to be able to be happy. the shit i've gone through & the shit i've had said/done to me is beyond anyone's belief. i'm lucky enough to have found a few geniune people recently who understand that there's more to life than "ohmygod who's dating who" drama. i admit, i used to be all about that, partly because it brings some excitement into life and partly because i had a lot more hate inside me than i do now.. but i've toned it down quite a bit (even if it's hard to tell). i only seriously hate one person and it's the person i'm writing this entry about. i have plentttyyyy of good reasons too. some things are meant to end, and if they end badly, then so be it. at least it's over and you both can move on. it's not fair to the other person to keep dragging them down because YOU can't get over the past, and realize that it's over for good. we're fucking teenagers, it shouldn't be this serious all the time. it shouldn't come down to threats & pointless violence. who the fuck fights over GIRLS anymore? everyone knows we're retarded and not worth it. this whole entry was nonsense & i'll probably delete it in a little bit.