I've vicious to everyone lately, even people I don't know. I'm sorry.
I don't have patients for anything since the divorce. Relationships that have petty problems that are easily fixed (he doesn't love me/she doesn't love me bullshit) makes me want to rip my ears off so I don't have to listen to it anymore. Even the woman that does my hair bitches about stupid crap like that! Just cut my hair and shut the fuck up! Maybe it doesn't seem petty to other people but when a 5 year relationship ends because of physical abuse it makes me feel like accusations of infidelity, insecurity, and yelling are issues that high school relationships have. I realized today when I started screaming at the woman behind me in line at the grocery store that I had a problem. Poor woman was so confused, I apologized to her before I ran out of the store like a banshee.
Again, I'm sorry. These are issues that I need to work through and not take out on other people.
Again, I'm sorry. These are issues that I need to work through and not take out on other people.