TITLE: Missed You
RATING: 18 +
DESCRIPTION: Kinda the opposite of what happened when Sian came back from holiday, ha :) This is what, despite all the spoilers and stuff and the way it needed to go for the storyline, I wanted to happen.
DISCLAIMER: I own nothing.
"Babe, it's like proper tidy in here, ain't it?" Sian grinned looking around as we entered. I stood by her side, rubbing me hands shyly against my folded arms as I watched her, glad that she had noticed.
"Yeah, didn't want you coming back to a mess, did I?" I grin at her, watching as she drops her bags to the floor spinning to face me.
God, I'd missed her and she looked so bloody fit with that tan. I'd spent what felt like forever just wishing I was with her again and it almost didn't feel real that she was standing here now in the living room biting her lip, staring at me. Her head was tilted shyly resting on her shoulder and I smirked as her eyes dropped from my face down to my neck, down to my chest, down, down...Her eyes came back to mines.
"Seriously babe...your tan..."I bit my lip staring at the exposed skin of her neck.
"House to ourselves, you said?" Sian steps closer to me with that cheeky look in her eye and my heart jumps against my chest.
"Y-Yes." I whisper holding my breath. I could literally die right now I was so happy. Sian inched closer to me, close enough so that when I did finally inhale a sharp breath I could smell her. She smelt so fresh and new, fruity. God, she smelt so good.
"What shall we do then?" She teases grabbing hold of the two sides where my jacket hung open and pulling me into her slightly.
"Well I was hoping you'd show me the rest of your tan?" I ask cheekily making her giggle.
With that the long wait was over. Her lips came crashing against mines after what felt like years being apart from her. My head was spinning the second her perfect lips touched mines. Sian's hands moved from where they were, snaking inside my jacket and coming around my hips. After not moving immediately, too dazed to do so, my hands flew up to her face and into her hair, wrapping her blond locks around my fingers as I pulled her closer to me.
"I missed you." She mumbles against my lips between our kisses.
I groan against her mouth, wanting so much to stay like this forever. "I missed you too." I admit.
"God, Soph..." Sian moans pulling my hips harder against her own. "I can't believed I haven't kissed you in over two weeks."
I feel my legs start to move as Sian backs me up and I hit the back of the sofa with my bum. A few seconds later she pulls her lips away from me and bumps her forehead against my own, both of us breathing heavily. Sian grins as she rubs her nose against mines, letting out a giggle.
"You got my card, babe? You didn't sling your coat in the wash or something did you...?" She whispers staring into my eyes, not having got round to asking me on the phone while she was away.
"I got it." I assure her recalling finding it, remembering how happy I was she hadn't forgotten.
"Sorry we didn't spend our first Valentine's together..." Sian apologizes and I can see it in her eyes and hear it in her words that she genuinely feels bad about it. But I don't mind now, not that she's here.
"It's okay." I smile bringing my hand up to trail my fingertips across her cheek, getting distracted again by her tanned skin. "You're 'ere now."
"I don't plan on going anywhere again, not for that long." She sighs leaning her head into my hand and closing her eyes.
"So...?" I whisper leaning in giving her a quick little kiss. But one wasn't enough and I kissed her again and then again.
"So?" She smiles. "You wanna see me tan or we can just talk....? I don't mind...I just...I proper missed you." She's smiling sweetly now, her head still against my own. I loved this girl so blood much.
"Tan first." I answer quickly and she laughs.
"Bedroom then?" She wiggles her eyebrows grabbing onto my fingers with her own and swinging our joined hands playfully.
"Mmm..." I mumbled happily giving her one last kiss before she turned pulling me up the stairs.
I don't think I'd ever got up the stairs so fast without taking them two at a time, but within seconds we're stood outside my bedroom door.
"By the way." Sian smiles as I reach for the handle.
"Hmm?" I hum turning to her as I press the handle down.
"I love you." She smiles sweetly, innocently. Before I have the chance to say the same thing back to her she presses me up against the door nearly making us both topple over as it flies open. She holds me against it as it swings back, crashing again the wall of my room. God, I loved it when she got like this.
My jacket was torn off and thrown into the hallway as Sian giggles against my lips. I push forward backing Sian towards the bed, reaching back to shut the door while doing so. Sian's jacket comes off just as quickly as mines and it lands on the floor with a soft thump.
Our frantic kissing continues as we stand by the bed, fumbling with each others clothes, desperate to remove the barrier between us. Sian's hand slips under my t-shirt quickly and then slows when she comes into contact with my skin. Her soft fingers caress my hips and lower back as our kissing slows too. Her lips press softer against mines but her tongue still roams in my mouth just as mines does in hers. I'll never get tired of kissing Sian. Never.
"Soph?" Sian breathes against my lips, finally parting with me.
"Yeah? I whisper back my voice hoarser than usual. She does it to me.
"You're so beautiful, do you know that?" She asks very seriously.
For the weeks she'd been away I felt my mood getting worse and worse. Everything seemed to be going wrong and it had been and Sian leaving for holiday just topped everything off. I'd felt really rubbish, like proper proper rubbish. It scared me feeling so sad and lost but now, hearing Sian tell me she loves me, that she thinks I'm beautiful, the simple fact that she was here with me rubbed all of that out. She made me forget and when she was unable to make me forget - like she had been unable to a few weeks ago, she made me happy even if I was still aware of what was going on in my life.
"I love you." Is all I can say back. I don't really agree with what she was saying, especially with her standing there in front of me looking so beyond beautiful it was unreal...but Sian believed it. She thought I was beautiful and it really did make my heart ache for her.
We both smiled as our lips met again, so softly and gently. The mood had changed. Only a few seconds ago we'd been ripping each other clothes off but now despite my want for her not decreasing any, I just wanted to go slowly. To see all of her, taste all of her, kiss all of her. I wanted to savor this, remember it. Sian did too because her tongue didn't press so firmly against my own and her hands were softer on my skin now.
I wanted the moment we shared now to last forever.
After another couple of minutes, Sian finally tugged at the bottom of my t-shirt needing it off. I pulled away from her for as brief a moment as possible as she removed it and gazed down at me. Her tanned hand came up starting at my neck and trailing down across my collarbone and slowly over my chest. She traced the lines of my bra looking me straight in the eyes as I breathed heavily against her lips. Our lips were close, almost touching but now quite. Her fingers slipped over my bra making me sigh softly and then down my stomach. I looked down noticing the dramatic difference in our skin colours. Sian caught my lips with her own again before I could giggle about it. Those hands of hers were so warm and tenderly pressing against my stomach, hips, back. I was lowered to the bed into a sitting position and Sian pulled away, stepping back a little staring into me.
At the same time, we both sunk out teeth into out bottom lips. Sian did so as she watched me adjust on the bed, leaning back slightly on my hands and I did so trying to supress a noise - I wasn't entirely sure how it would come out. It may have been a moan or maybe a squeak or a squeal, probably a combination of the three. No one would blame me if they were treated to the sight I sat before. Crossing her arms over her stomach, Sian grabbed the opposite ends of her t-shirt and tugged, leaning back as she pulled it over her head. My eyes fixed on her stomach straight away. Her tan...My God, she look so sexy. Her girly, bright pink bra was revealed and her hair ruffled slightly as her top fell to the floor. Sian waited as I gazed at her, completely mesmerized. Her hand came teasingly across her stomach, and my eyes followed it to where she rested it on her bra grabbing onto the top of it where it covered her chest and tugging it down ever so slightly. That did it and despite my teeth still being sunk into my lip, the noise I made couldn't be stopped. As I guessed, it was a weird combination of the three things but I was far too focused to be bothered or embarrassed by it. She knew exactly what she was doing. Her fingertips danced across her chest before running back down her stomach to where he jeans began. The button was popped open quickly and her fingers grasped onto the top of her jeans as she slowly shuffled them down her legs.
"Sian..." I croak trying to tell her what she was doing was killing me. There were no words to justify how sexy she looked stripping for me.
"Shhh..." She hushed me, flashing me a smile I'd only ever saw her give to me before, and closed her eyes.
She slide her jeans down her legs, revealing more and more how gorgeous they were. Her tiny white and pink knickers matched her bra and when she kicked her jeans off she hooked her fingers around them making me gasp as I waited for her. Swaying slightly she broke out into another smile and started moving toward me.
Her hands were on my shoulders before I even knew what was happening. My attention was elsewhere, mainly on her chest and legs. I was pushed back into the sheets, my heart thudding and Sian climbed onto me, straddling my legs. Her eyes filled with so much lust and love roamed my body, taking in every inch of me. I watched her watch me. I watched as her hand raised above my chest and I watched as she stroked her fingers down across my chest, gulping as she did so.
"You're proper fit, babe." She giggles turning very playful suddenly, making me relax more instantly.
"Take your bra off." I bit my lip watching her lips curl into a grin, much like mines at my words.
"You do it." She whispers grabbing onto my hands pulling my upper half up so I was millimeters from her face. I take the chance to attach my lips to hers again and when I do her hand buries in my hair, holding me close to her. Her tongue slips past my lips and into my mouth our kiss getting deeper and more intense. While we kiss, I slide both my hands around her back and grab onto her bra, I struggle slightly to unclasp it, probably because of me over-eagerness to get it off her. I wanted, no, needed to see her perfect chest.
The clip came undone and the straps fell from her shoulder to her upper arms and she pulled back from the kiss, gasping heavily. We were in a position where when she leaned forward slightly I could feel how turned on she was through her knickers against my stomach. And it was driving me insane.
"You feel that?" She groans huskily, rocking herself forwards so I can. I gasp at the contact, nodding my head as she presses herself into me again. "I want you so much, Soph." She groans again.
I press my lips against her neck and she breathes in deeply. Trailing soft kisses along her collarbone, I find the particular place that I'd noted never failed to get her moaning. My lips latch onto the skin on her collarbone and I start sucking hard on the spot. Like I knew she would, she throws her head back, moaning lowly in her throat, entangling my hair in her fingers.
"You're killing me." She whispers and I almost don't hear her as another moan escapes.
While I continue to suck her skin and swirl my tongue over her soothing the same spot I move back, creating just enough room between us for her bra to fall off completely. The sight is almost too much for me. I find myself bucking up to slide her off of me and then pinning her to the sheets, restraining one of her hands with my own above her head.
"God." She sighs lifting her hips off the bed to meet my own.
My lips move from her collarbone, briefly leaving a kiss on her lips before I head back down, trailing kisses to her chest. I place small kisses all over her skin before finally taking her nipple in my mouth and sucking gently on it. The moans that came from Sian's mouth were making me crazy. I loved it when she was all loud like this and she knew it. I sucked harder while my free hand trailed down her stomach, slowly stroking the inside of her thigh. I felt her shudder under me at my touch as more moans came from her mouth.
After a few more seconds I tore my lips away and looked up at her, my breathe catching in my throat when I did. She looked so stunning...Her head was buried back in the pillow, her hair spilling around by her face, those beautiful blue eyes of hers were clamped shut and her mouth hung open slightly as she gasped.
I wanted her forever. I wanted her now. I'd always want her, I knew that. Always.
"Urghh....Soph...." She gasped flickering her tongue out to wet her lips. Her hips rose again of the bed into me and I knew she needed me. She looked like she was about to explode. The pink flush to her face was adorable and when she managed to crack her eyes open to look down at me my heart swelled.
"Mmmm...." I mumbled against her skin trailing kisses across her stomach getting closer and closer to where she needed me to be. When I reached her knickers, I looked up at her again to see her watching me, eyes wide with arousal. I kissed above them and then left a lingering kiss on them, feeling her wetness against my lips as I did. Sian groaned when I did this and grabbed onto my hair, pushing it away from my face as she continued to watch me.
My lips moved across to her thigh where I left tiny kisses before moving to her other thigh, I looked up at her, watching her gasp as I gently nipped at the skin of her thigh with my teeth. She hissed in a sharp breath as I did and her head fell back into the pillow.
"Soph..." She groaned rising her hips again.
I grabbed onto her hand that fell onto her stomach with one of mines and she held it tightly as I used the other to tug down her knickers. Within a second they were off, thrown onto the floor. My hand went to grab Sian's thigh as I edges her legs apart slightly and settles between then. I groaned softly seeing how wet she was moving closer to her.
"Babe..." Sian gasped opening her mouth to say something else but whatever she was about to say got lost in a moan as I slide my tongue against her, tasting her. "Urghhh." She gasped gripping my hair tightly in her hand.
"God, Sian." I whisper against her, flickering my tongue over her clit. Sian jumped when I did that, moaning again.
My tongue flickers over her clit again and I loved the noises she was making. I attached my lips to her and started to suck gently as she followed my rhythm with her hips. Her legs shook slightly and she wrapped them around my back as I continued my movements.
"Fuck." Sian moaned when I sped up the pace of my tongue. Stroking the tips of my fingers against her thigh a last time, I moved them slowly to where my mouth was. I continued what I was doing as I stroked my finger through her wetness before sliding into her easily. "Urghh...ug..f-fuck." She shouted out into the room when I inserted another finger.
"Babe..." She gasped as I thrust deeper into her. "Soph...God."
I sucked hard on her clit before looking up to meet her dark eyes. "Yeah, beautiful?" I asked my voice husky. I could taste her on my lips and I wanted more of her. I just couldn't get enough. "Kiss me." She moaned.
I felt myself grin as I thrust deeper and faster inside her, loving the way she felt around my fingers. Shuffling up slightly on the bed and adjusting my position, I leaned over to the side so I could kiss her and continue to work my hand.
"You're so sexy." I gasp when she pulls me down against her lips.
"Mmm..." She moans into our kiss slipping her tongue inside my mouth, kissing me frantically as her hips continues the rhythm with my hand. I pulled away quickly, grinning down at her.
"Now you know why I love being down there all the time." I pant knowing she could taste herself on my lips.
"Fuck." She grinned and then bit hard into her lip trying to contain a loud moan.
"You can be as loud as you want, babe." I grin moving my lips to her neck.
"Yeah?" She gasps playfully her hand following my head to her neck. I think she had a thing about me hair, she loved playing with it, twirling it between her fingers...I loved her doing it. Her playful comment was followed by a series of groans. "Yeah..." She panted as I began sucking on her neck, right where it drove her crazy. "God, yeah..."
My fingers got faster and faster, deeper and deeper and Sian was moaning like mad. "Sophie..." She hissed. "Sophie, Sophie, Soph..." She chanted my name and I pulled my lips from her neck to watch her. Her cheeks were red and sweat covered her forehead, her eyes were screwed shut tightly and her mouth hung open and as she moaned.
"Soph...I'm....I'm....urghhh...I'm...gonna...." She whispered strained. At the same time as I felt her tighten around my fingers she brought my mouth crashing down on hers and she kissed me between her gasps. I kissed her hard while I curled my fingers inside her and she groaned out my name again as she came.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck...." She hissed her hips bucking against my hand. She collapsed back, relaxing into the bed, her whole perfectly tanned body covered in sweat. Her chest rises and falls rapidly and I slide my fingers out of her when her hips come to a stop. My mouth hung open in much the same way Sian's was...God, she didn't even need to touch me. Just watching her and I was nearly coming with her. God, that'd be so hot, making love to her at the same time as she made love to me. We hadn't done that yet...
I grin at her as her eyes peek open, widening immediately when she sees my fingers coming up to my mouth. She groans and licks her lips as I slide my finger into my mouth, tasting her again.
"That's proper sexy..." She grins biting her lips.
"Mmm..." I mumble leaning down to kiss her again. "I love you."
"I love you." She grins adoringly at me tucking some of my hair behind me ear. "So...about the tan?" She teases.
We both giggle as I flop down on the bed beside her, curling up against her while her arms wraps tightly around me.
"Oh." I grin noticing the mark I'd left on her neck. Sian just kisses the top of my head telling me again, how much she missed me.
"You know what I was thinking?" She sighs and I turn my head up from where it lay on her chest to look at her.
"While we was doing that?" I tease her poking her in the side, making her squirm.
"No!" She giggles. "When I was away and stuff and well...yeah, now seeing what it's like back here with you...I was wondering what you though about...about us getting a place of our own?"
I sit up to look at her, taken by surprise at her suggestion. Sian bites her lip nervously as I stare down at her. She was serious.
"Before you say no...it's just that...me mum's gave me...well a lot of money and you've got the job at the shop and I could get a job...I don't mean like right now but...just one day..."
"Babe..." I grin at her, she was so adorable. "That sounds like an amazing idea."
"Really?" She asks shocked, I must have looked a bit mad a second ago...
"Mm..." I nod leaning down to kiss her. "I'd love to live with you...we're practically living together now anyway." I say and we both giggle.
"Forever, right?" She asks me biting her lip.
"Forever." I smile back and giggle as she kisses me quickly before flipping me over onto my back.
"You can be as loud as you want too." She winks taking my lips in her own.
Thank you for reading and sorry for any mistakes, didn't have the chance to re-read:)