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I've been feeling down the last few days, and not even teasing Laika about Princess Pride helped.
It started with that stupid Truth or Dare game in the Nexus. If I'd known my younger alternate would ask about that, I wouldn't have participated. His reaction...hurt. I wasn't expecting to be congratulated or anything, but what he said still hurt.
And if he reacted that way to just the idea of them dating, how would he react to the rest of it?
And I don't understand why he doesn't like me. I try to be nice to him, to not piss him off too much and treat him with respect, but.....maybe my- maybe Shuuseki was right. Maybe I am a failure.
It started with that stupid Truth or Dare game in the Nexus. If I'd known my younger alternate would ask about that, I wouldn't have participated. His reaction...hurt. I wasn't expecting to be congratulated or anything, but what he said still hurt.
And if he reacted that way to just the idea of them dating, how would he react to the rest of it?
And I don't understand why he doesn't like me. I try to be nice to him, to not piss him off too much and treat him with respect, but.....maybe my- maybe Shuuseki was right. Maybe I am a failure.