Aug 15, 2004 09:30
I did not sleep last night. So today I'm going on a black chai binge in hope of rearranging my abnormal sleeping patterns. During my escapade of insomnia I saw a very interesting film called 'Feeling Minnesota' starring Cameron Diaz, Keanu Reeves, and Courtney Love. Twas' baffling yet entralling. I'm insanely zombielike at the moment. Cross country starts Thursday and I'm really not ready. I'm so nervous...I just know I'm going to be the fat girl who huffs and puffs and totally can't run. >.< Why can't I be one of those people who's bodies are always lean, who can participate in athletic activities with ease? One of those people who take their bodies for granted. One of those people who don't have to look in the mirror all day long wishing they were someone else... = \