Jun 08, 2006 09:51
I am playing hooky. I am bad. Very, very bad. I should not be playing hooky. But I just can't face that place today. Especially with AZ looming in the future ( a whole week away! If I don't at least get an offer out of this, I'm going to curl up in a fetal ball and cry for at least two solid days. At least.)
I should not be such a brat. Lots of people, especially recent college grads, have shitty menial jobs, for shitty pay, and no insurance. They don't cry about it as much as I do- they just get on with it, go to work, come home and drink heavily.
That is not what I do. I go to work sometimes, sulk most times, and worry at the issue like a dog with a rag.
I'm just so sick of this place that I've been in for so long. I went to college, and got myself ricockulously in debt, so I wouldn't have to do this sort of crap. And I'm doing it anyway.
IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!! I DON'T WAAAAAANNNNAAAAA!!!!!
I'm going to go eat cookies.