Sep 24, 2006 04:35
insomnia makes me want to say deep things.
yet after ten minutes of staring, nothing comes to mind.
It will have to suffice to say that things feel so very empty without you, Meg. I miss you so much, but drives me crazy to think about it. My trip to you over fall break will be much needed, but i fear the pain of leaving you again will throw the rest of life once more into much starker contrast. In short, I am feeling tired, numbed, heavy, and tired in every imaginable way. When i'm with you it will be better, but afterwards it might get worse. sorry for sounding emo.
what am i going to do with my life after i get out of college?