Because it IS a nice idea...
Write me a comment. I dont care at all what it is. it can be a question, a comment, an insult, a truth, a belief, a fact, whatever. It can be about me, it can be about you, it can be about someone else, it can be about nothing, it can be about something. You can tell me who you are or stay annonymous, but all I ask is that you make it worth reading
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+this past wednesday, after an enthralling bass lesson, i went to see a movie with my parents, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. i cried twice during the previews for absolutely no reason.
+actually, a lot of things make me cry.
+i think geoff lamping called me hot, in the not sweltering temperature, beads of sweat kind of sense.
+oh yeah, this one's lame: i have no interest in sex whatsoever anymore and i can't reason it out in my head. we know of the phobias and whatnot, but this goes beyond everything. its not wanting to be close to another human being in that or most other ways. i have absolutely no attraction to either sex despite what kind of appeal they would have had for me should i have been in another state of mind. also, it seems to be the first time in quite awhile that i've been able to view the two people i've lusted over more than everyone else as real people and not objects of my desire. i find it quite startling.
+my people skills are improving massively. of course, after confessing to my co-workers my extreme paranoia of all of them they denied it profusely stating that they knew people with real issues (which they mentioned, and i aligned to my own) but that i was absolutely nothing like the aformentioned "basket-cases". at the very least i was entirely amused without showing emotion and slowing backing up against a wall.
+i've begun to reconcile with my mother.
+you know, i'm having second thoughts about that attraction thing... no. nevermind. i'm just going to flip it around a bit. despite how i may feel about myself- appearance or elsewise- i'm holding a great interest with the opposite sex. they seem to be drawn to me lately. crazy.
+i'm determined to win, no matter the cost. i want to be the best. as my father has said, "perfectionism runs in your blood", i can fully embrace it now. which means that i want to beat the best. i want to have the highest gpa in the grade next year, to be the best optician in dad's office without being liscensed, a social connosiuer, a master of my own mind, a goddess of my own body... i want to engage all of my strengths and then multiply them as to rule the world. maybe i won't be the messiah, but i'll be an influence.
+stacey hirt told my sister that i'm cool because i'm weird. i laughed.
+the next pair of glasses i want to get is going to be the shit... they're leopard.
+and i hope that you've realized that most of this has just been blurted out by my ego, so while taking it into account don't neccessarily take it as the truth from my soul.
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