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So its 4 in the morning, right (well almost and will be past by the time I'm done!)? And I've had 2 pretty dang good days (maybe more, I just can't remember now)! And its weird! Why? Well first I'll recap my days.
Umm...yesterday (technically 2 days ago), people randomly call me up and ask me to go to a concert. Since I've been doing more stuff with the couple, I agreed. I didn't know anything about the band, called The Plastic Constellations. It was a pretty good concert! The first band, called The Shoeshiners, were kids probably around 16 and younger. They were pretty damn good, for people that young. The next band...I don't even remember what they were called, but they crazy! They had intense guitar effects and they played all fast and crazy. Then there was a rap group that came on, they were good. A couple white guys, a black guy, a really pretty white woman, and this other guy of questionable race...but anyway, they were good. And then The Plastic Constellations. They were pretty good! They were kinda nerdy, but they played awesomely! It was loud! But good! And then we went to Perkins! It was yummy. Eggs Benedict + endless coffee = awesomeness!
Then today we went shopping for various things. I was hoping to get a cool sport coat I saw a couple weeks ago at ExpressMen. NOW BEFORE YOU STONE ME, it retailed at 228 and it was black and I liked it. Anyway, it wasn't on sale anymore...sigh...But I did get some cool stuff and generally just had fun with 'em. It gets kinda weird when they're kissing and referrencing their sex life, but otherwise its cool.
I've never asked them if they wanted to do something, they've so far asked me if I wanted to do something, which I think is cool! Now its not that I don't want to do anything with them, I think its fun (although I don't ever NEED to do anything with them, I could be perfectly happy doing anything else...;) ) and cool and everything. I just don't want to seem like a 3rd wheel on a bicycle kinda thing. Like its cool, but I'd never ask them to go out of their way to do that. I don't want to interrupt their personal lives or anything like that.
Anyway, that why its weird. That and this summer I may be going with the up to Door County to work and just generally hang out, although I'll have to develop a personal life up there, too. I do know someone from that area, so that would be cool. And next school year we may get a house or appartment with some other people...or something. Although eventually I'll have to find something else. Its just my way. I always feel a sense that I need to get out and be my own thing, be my own person and have my own experiences. Even when in a relationship. I feel like I'm too much of a burden or just not enough when I know there are better people out there. Anyway, I could go on more, but I'll end my rant.
Toodles and everything <3
Umm...yesterday (technically 2 days ago), people randomly call me up and ask me to go to a concert. Since I've been doing more stuff with the couple, I agreed. I didn't know anything about the band, called The Plastic Constellations. It was a pretty good concert! The first band, called The Shoeshiners, were kids probably around 16 and younger. They were pretty damn good, for people that young. The next band...I don't even remember what they were called, but they crazy! They had intense guitar effects and they played all fast and crazy. Then there was a rap group that came on, they were good. A couple white guys, a black guy, a really pretty white woman, and this other guy of questionable race...but anyway, they were good. And then The Plastic Constellations. They were pretty good! They were kinda nerdy, but they played awesomely! It was loud! But good! And then we went to Perkins! It was yummy. Eggs Benedict + endless coffee = awesomeness!
Then today we went shopping for various things. I was hoping to get a cool sport coat I saw a couple weeks ago at ExpressMen. NOW BEFORE YOU STONE ME, it retailed at 228 and it was black and I liked it. Anyway, it wasn't on sale anymore...sigh...But I did get some cool stuff and generally just had fun with 'em. It gets kinda weird when they're kissing and referrencing their sex life, but otherwise its cool.
I've never asked them if they wanted to do something, they've so far asked me if I wanted to do something, which I think is cool! Now its not that I don't want to do anything with them, I think its fun (although I don't ever NEED to do anything with them, I could be perfectly happy doing anything else...;) ) and cool and everything. I just don't want to seem like a 3rd wheel on a bicycle kinda thing. Like its cool, but I'd never ask them to go out of their way to do that. I don't want to interrupt their personal lives or anything like that.
Anyway, that why its weird. That and this summer I may be going with the up to Door County to work and just generally hang out, although I'll have to develop a personal life up there, too. I do know someone from that area, so that would be cool. And next school year we may get a house or appartment with some other people...or something. Although eventually I'll have to find something else. Its just my way. I always feel a sense that I need to get out and be my own thing, be my own person and have my own experiences. Even when in a relationship. I feel like I'm too much of a burden or just not enough when I know there are better people out there. Anyway, I could go on more, but I'll end my rant.
Toodles and everything <3