I cooked my own meal today and im supposed to feel happy but im not. Why??:( hmm i miss you know who and again he is mad at me because my cery own stupidity. I wish i was smarter, more understanding or at least so much more caring of his feelings and thoughts. Hm i screwed up this relationship. And if things dont clear up by a week, i am a failure. As i have always been.
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