eightynine
Updates for this week:D
MON 23 MAY
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I wanted to update bout what happened for the whole week but now I don't really feel like it already. Right now I feel (fill in the blank). You know it's when you are really telling the truth but still you're mistaken to have lied or twisted your story somewhere somehow. Oh well, I guess that's what happens when you just don't be at the best to earn someone else's trust. Pardon me for saying this but for some reason I feel that it is true to a certain degree I suppose. Hm. The only thing I have to do now is just be patient and wait for his return. Whether or not he will, my deepest regret was my failure to keep us growing stronger each day. and by his absence, I will drift away into my fortress of silence.
The only highlight of the day is, mommy bought me a new jumpsuit for around 70 bucks. It's for my school's fashion event that I'm attending this coming Tues. I got myself a grey polka dot umbrella from ESPRIT and that's about it. Today was pretty much dull or dim as you may call it. Or maybe black, perhaps with the littlest amount of shimmer glistening around. My heart is to the ground my eyes are duller than ever. I just don't want to do anything than vow myself into a savage of pure silence. Not even a word spoken. Just actions. I don't even feel like moving my lip muscles. Sigh. May hope dwell within me.
I love you always. I didn't lie.
:\ but it's up to you to believe.
MON 23 MAY
...
I wanted to update bout what happened for the whole week but now I don't really feel like it already. Right now I feel (fill in the blank). You know it's when you are really telling the truth but still you're mistaken to have lied or twisted your story somewhere somehow. Oh well, I guess that's what happens when you just don't be at the best to earn someone else's trust. Pardon me for saying this but for some reason I feel that it is true to a certain degree I suppose. Hm. The only thing I have to do now is just be patient and wait for his return. Whether or not he will, my deepest regret was my failure to keep us growing stronger each day. and by his absence, I will drift away into my fortress of silence.
The only highlight of the day is, mommy bought me a new jumpsuit for around 70 bucks. It's for my school's fashion event that I'm attending this coming Tues. I got myself a grey polka dot umbrella from ESPRIT and that's about it. Today was pretty much dull or dim as you may call it. Or maybe black, perhaps with the littlest amount of shimmer glistening around. My heart is to the ground my eyes are duller than ever. I just don't want to do anything than vow myself into a savage of pure silence. Not even a word spoken. Just actions. I don't even feel like moving my lip muscles. Sigh. May hope dwell within me.
I love you always. I didn't lie.
:\ but it's up to you to believe.