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heav·y
ˈhevē
adjective
needing much physical effort.
"long hours and heavy work"
synonyms: arduous, hard, physical, laborious, difficult, strenuous, demanding, tough, onerous, back-breaking, grueling;
mentally oppressive; hard to endure.
"a heavy burden of responsibility"
synonyms: onerous, burdensome, demanding, challenging, difficult, formidable, weighty; worrisome, stressful, trying, crushing, oppressive
(of a literary work) hard to read or understand because overly serious or difficult.
synonyms: tedious, difficult, dull, dry, serious, heavy going, dreary, boring, turgid, uninteresting
"these poems are rather heavy"
feeling or expressing grief.
synonyms: sad, sorrowful, melancholy, gloomy, downcast, downhearted, heartbroken, dejected, disconsolate, demoralized, despondent, depressed, crestfallen, desolate, down;
"a heavy heart"
I myself am nothing spectacular by any stretch of the imagination. However, if there's one thing I've learned this year, it's that I can withstand a lot more than I ever thought I could.
In an entry written a few years back, a letter to my past self, I questioned if I had any clue what I was actually worth. I still don't; I haven't the slightest clue what my fingertips are capable of, but I am beginning to unravel it.
There is very little color in my world- it's as if I see in an incomplete coloring book and as I go through the motions of day to day life, I maybe manage to get a little bit of each page colored in. Some days, though.. some of that color is erased, rubbed off. And I write this with people in mind. I write thinking of a specific audience, and I understand that you don't understand. But where else am I supposed to place these thoughts?
There's so many bits and pieces to me, and I know to you, too, that we just don't speak of.
This is what I have for now, and I have a lot to talk about. I have so many things to say.
And I dare say, they are heavy.
ˈhevē
adjective
needing much physical effort.
"long hours and heavy work"
synonyms: arduous, hard, physical, laborious, difficult, strenuous, demanding, tough, onerous, back-breaking, grueling;
mentally oppressive; hard to endure.
"a heavy burden of responsibility"
synonyms: onerous, burdensome, demanding, challenging, difficult, formidable, weighty; worrisome, stressful, trying, crushing, oppressive
(of a literary work) hard to read or understand because overly serious or difficult.
synonyms: tedious, difficult, dull, dry, serious, heavy going, dreary, boring, turgid, uninteresting
"these poems are rather heavy"
feeling or expressing grief.
synonyms: sad, sorrowful, melancholy, gloomy, downcast, downhearted, heartbroken, dejected, disconsolate, demoralized, despondent, depressed, crestfallen, desolate, down;
"a heavy heart"
I myself am nothing spectacular by any stretch of the imagination. However, if there's one thing I've learned this year, it's that I can withstand a lot more than I ever thought I could.
In an entry written a few years back, a letter to my past self, I questioned if I had any clue what I was actually worth. I still don't; I haven't the slightest clue what my fingertips are capable of, but I am beginning to unravel it.
There is very little color in my world- it's as if I see in an incomplete coloring book and as I go through the motions of day to day life, I maybe manage to get a little bit of each page colored in. Some days, though.. some of that color is erased, rubbed off. And I write this with people in mind. I write thinking of a specific audience, and I understand that you don't understand. But where else am I supposed to place these thoughts?
There's so many bits and pieces to me, and I know to you, too, that we just don't speak of.
This is what I have for now, and I have a lot to talk about. I have so many things to say.
And I dare say, they are heavy.