Dec 19, 2004 18:09
It's over already. But pretty painless. Kinda like pulling a bandaid off-it barely hurt atall atall. He could tell I wasn't "in love" So what could I say?? "No you're wrong?" I think he knew I was still saving all my kisses for you...silly huh? Saving up for something you have zero intention of getting. Because I would never date you. I know it seems like I would but...nope, nope, nope. I can see now how it's impossible. I would like to be friends though. I would like to know you are well and blessed. I would like to know you had true friends who listen to your heart and help you with your struggles. I would like to know you are growing in Christ and becoming more and more what He wants you to. I pray for you you know...sometimes I wish I had the courage to contact you but it's better this way...prolly.