Mar 29, 2005 17:11
I just dont know what to do anymore.
i'm this close to just packing up my shit, leaving, and never coming back. But i couldnt leave amber here. I dont know what the hell i want to do with my life, or if its even of any importance. between my roomates..not amber...getting on my nerves and all the tension in the apartment, things are horrible. last night kalli got mad because she used something that belonged to be without asking, and slammed the door in my face...so i ended up punching a wall...three times...i thought i had broken my hand. i just dont know what to do anymore. they are cooking right now...thats great, but guess who is going to end up cleaning it....and they wonder why i get upset with them....i just dont know....i was thinking about going to a technical school instead of here, but i have no idea what the hell i would go for...i just dont know .....i know this made little sense, but whatever....comment if u wanna