still annoyed
I dont know how she can raise her kids like that.
anyway-
*She* came talk to me again today...and again I froze...there were so many things going on in my head..so many damn things i wanted to tell her, and yet i couldnt bring myself to.
Does she even realize how her actions affect other people? Its not just her life that shes ruining...though shes been doin a very thorough job of that too...
I dont know why i let it get to me. I have a great boyfriend who i would literally die for, do absolutely anything in my power to make him happy. And yet because of her, its almost as if im scared...i dont want to hurt him as she has hurt both of us...there are too many emotions there, too much of a good thing to mess up.
Am I too young for this? For this magnitude of love that I feel towards this one person?
anyway-
*She* came talk to me again today...and again I froze...there were so many things going on in my head..so many damn things i wanted to tell her, and yet i couldnt bring myself to.
Does she even realize how her actions affect other people? Its not just her life that shes ruining...though shes been doin a very thorough job of that too...
I dont know why i let it get to me. I have a great boyfriend who i would literally die for, do absolutely anything in my power to make him happy. And yet because of her, its almost as if im scared...i dont want to hurt him as she has hurt both of us...there are too many emotions there, too much of a good thing to mess up.
Am I too young for this? For this magnitude of love that I feel towards this one person?