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I am so confused. I went to Family today and of course I didn't get along with the woman I spoke with. So, I have choices now. I get two choices. #1 talk with this woman about my "problems", #2 go on PINS.
I am going to be honest, I don't really bullshit people, I let my mom know that I don't want to talk with this woman nor do I want to be put on PINS. My choice is to let her choose.
I hate this. I hate everything right now. I don't know what to think or feel. I just want to sleep now. Which could be good or bad. I know that if I sleep like how I used to I am just going to become insane. I don't care anymore. I am going to sleep until something happens.
fuckingfuckthisdoesntmakeanysensesorry.
I don't know what's going on, I wish someone could help. I wish I could help myself.
My body is cold, my throat is burning, and my eyes are heavy. I want to be invisible for awhile. I want to watch Casper with James.
I want to sit on his lap and melt away with him.
I love you Reid.
I am going to be honest, I don't really bullshit people, I let my mom know that I don't want to talk with this woman nor do I want to be put on PINS. My choice is to let her choose.
I hate this. I hate everything right now. I don't know what to think or feel. I just want to sleep now. Which could be good or bad. I know that if I sleep like how I used to I am just going to become insane. I don't care anymore. I am going to sleep until something happens.
fuckingfuckthisdoesntmakeanysensesorry.
I don't know what's going on, I wish someone could help. I wish I could help myself.
My body is cold, my throat is burning, and my eyes are heavy. I want to be invisible for awhile. I want to watch Casper with James.
I want to sit on his lap and melt away with him.
I love you Reid.