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i tend to put myself in a position of taking care of people.
i like to have secrets from people.
i tend to put forth more effort than other people. at least romantically.
i like when my co-worker is not saying real racist shit to me.
i want to finish reading trainspotting already. when i feel very self-destructive, reading a book about drug addiction kind of lets me emapthize, without having a desire to be that destructive.
i miss you when i'm drunk and resent you when i'm sober.
i have to work on my hostility towards men. it's not helping me.
so. now the question is, do i fully invest in, what will likely be a heartbreak, or do i cut and run now? knowing myself, it's gonna be heartbreak city. population, me.
i like to have secrets from people.
i tend to put forth more effort than other people. at least romantically.
i like when my co-worker is not saying real racist shit to me.
i want to finish reading trainspotting already. when i feel very self-destructive, reading a book about drug addiction kind of lets me emapthize, without having a desire to be that destructive.
i miss you when i'm drunk and resent you when i'm sober.
i have to work on my hostility towards men. it's not helping me.
so. now the question is, do i fully invest in, what will likely be a heartbreak, or do i cut and run now? knowing myself, it's gonna be heartbreak city. population, me.