I feel like I'm melting
I feel like I my insides are melting and covering the outside of my body, Like no matter which road in life I take I will be stuck in the same exact place with the same exact feelings and same exact bullshit going on around me.
Today was okay for the most part, I left school at 11:40 and went to dental works and watched Josh for a little while. TJ, picked me and Heather up around 7 I think and we meant some people at Tinseltown to see the sneak preview of "The Corpse Bride." It was pretty good but the damn security officers made me mad Because they wouldn't let me bring my phone in so TeaJay had to take all of them back out to the car. Finally I got home around 9 and had to work on my damn portfolio. Now here I am talking to Robert Heite again and wishing that this nite would hurry up and end.
I feel like something happend that I'm not being told about. Like there is something that someone wants to tell me but for whatever reason isn't. If thats the case, go ahead. I might be pissed when you tell me but the longer you hide it, the more pissed off I will be. You have acted different for some time now and I can't help but feel like I am the reason or part of the reason why. Just be honest.
Robert, Thanks for all the advice you gave me. Believe it or not, it kind of helped a little bit. Talking to you about this kind of made me cheer up a little but I still can't help but feel like something is wrong or that something happened. I really just wish I could get all the answers....soon. I know that in life everyone gets hurt occasionally, but I really don't think I can handle anymore hurt right now. I wish that everything would work out and that things would go back to normal. I don't know what I'm going to do. Thanks again though.....don't forget I'm here if you need anything. I feel like what we talked about is being pulled further and further away from me, and I really don't think I can handle that.
I'm done thinking and crying for the night, Thanks again!
Today was okay for the most part, I left school at 11:40 and went to dental works and watched Josh for a little while. TJ, picked me and Heather up around 7 I think and we meant some people at Tinseltown to see the sneak preview of "The Corpse Bride." It was pretty good but the damn security officers made me mad Because they wouldn't let me bring my phone in so TeaJay had to take all of them back out to the car. Finally I got home around 9 and had to work on my damn portfolio. Now here I am talking to Robert Heite again and wishing that this nite would hurry up and end.
I feel like something happend that I'm not being told about. Like there is something that someone wants to tell me but for whatever reason isn't. If thats the case, go ahead. I might be pissed when you tell me but the longer you hide it, the more pissed off I will be. You have acted different for some time now and I can't help but feel like I am the reason or part of the reason why. Just be honest.
Robert, Thanks for all the advice you gave me. Believe it or not, it kind of helped a little bit. Talking to you about this kind of made me cheer up a little but I still can't help but feel like something is wrong or that something happened. I really just wish I could get all the answers....soon. I know that in life everyone gets hurt occasionally, but I really don't think I can handle anymore hurt right now. I wish that everything would work out and that things would go back to normal. I don't know what I'm going to do. Thanks again though.....don't forget I'm here if you need anything. I feel like what we talked about is being pulled further and further away from me, and I really don't think I can handle that.
I'm done thinking and crying for the night, Thanks again!