find me- if only to indulge yourself

[inharmoniousd]

lots as been going on lately, a lot is still going on. i feel like someone is waiting in line behind me and i need to get out of there way....

...when really there is no one there.

sooo much i want to explain to myself.

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i want to have you the way you've dreamt
i want to hold you in a way time stops
i want to dream the way i once slept
i want to feel in many ways
i will to be free of my wants
they bring nothing
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Help me to love you or something like it.