Life Changing
We're moving. Me & Andre & the kids. We have to be out of here by august 1st. Well, I don't have to be but I'm choosing to go with him... Actually I'm choosing to get a place with him. This is a big step for me. I'm nervous. I don't know how this is gonna be. I'm kind of scared too.
Fuck. I don't wanna write about this in this mood.
I'm frustrated.
I feel this lump of emotion in my throat that hasn't gone away for the last 3 days. It's not even something I can let out here but I can't get it out of my head & every time I think about it i get teary eyed. I know I can talk to Andre about anything but I'm so scared that there's something wrong with me for always having this in my mind. There might be something wrong with me anyway I shouldn't even worry. This is probably the least of my worries.
It makes my heart hurt.
I wish I had a best friend right now.
Fuck. I don't wanna write about this in this mood.
I'm frustrated.
I feel this lump of emotion in my throat that hasn't gone away for the last 3 days. It's not even something I can let out here but I can't get it out of my head & every time I think about it i get teary eyed. I know I can talk to Andre about anything but I'm so scared that there's something wrong with me for always having this in my mind. There might be something wrong with me anyway I shouldn't even worry. This is probably the least of my worries.
It makes my heart hurt.
I wish I had a best friend right now.