i dreamt i kissed your lips. call me crazy but it felt right.
nothing new and exciting today, but it IS Friday which means the weekend, which means I'll probably smoke weed for the first time in a week, which means things should be pretty cool. or something. somebody buy me season three of Family Guy on DVD, pretty please? i got a thing in the mail from the bank saying somebody took $114 out of my account but my bank statements and stuff are still addressed to my mom's, so really somebody withdrew it a couple of weeks ago. i've been spending money on my account in those two weeks that I didn't know about the $114, so I'm overdrawn. that's just great. I called the bank to ask what the $114 was all about but the people who can actually tell me had already left for home. I don't know what's going on, but I'll find out Monday I suppose. I need to go take a shower and drop off my phone bill in the overnight thing. Here's my year in review thing because I like procrastination. I think I might even make it public so people can read it and know what they're getting themselves into when they add me as a friend.
January 2005
i have a lot of things that i need to do. the roof on my house is finished. new year's eve was fun. i need to go work on this short story. and watch family guy and futurama.
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: such great heights ♥ iron and wine
February 2005
i'm sure i still have a ton of make up work for all of my classes. i am really, really looking forward to living in my own house. after school i gave frankie and steven a ride to jason's house, then picked up the bubby with shellie. i really wanna know what makes some people think that any business of mine is any business of their own? hmph. i guess some people just have a thing for starting shit. oh well! i guess if you find something you're good at, you shouldn't just give it up, should you? especially if it's the only thing you're good for.
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: the sound of settling ♥ death cab for cutie
March 2005
i really do just want to curl up in bed and hibernate. i wrote a five page letter for nothing and i can't even start on a stupid two-minute speech. i weigh 100lbs. i bought records today and an awesome turquoise ashtray. it is the shit, definitely.
Current Mood: blah
April 2005
i would just like to begin this entry by saying that last night was a whole hell of a lot of fun. um... the electricity has to be inspected before it can actually be hooked up which, hopefully, will happen tomorrow. as soon as it's in working order, i'm moving the rest of my stuff upstairs. i am excited.
Current Mood: busy
May 2005
i really am happy. and i'm not even saying that just to convince myself. I'm happy where I am.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: the bends ♥ radiohead
June 2005
Usually, it's the really lame-sounding things that I remember and smile back on. I should probably stop smoking marijuana. All areas of my love life are pretty much perfect. I've turned into quite the insomniac. Sleep an hour or so past noon, wake up, drag through the rest of the day and avoid the bed at all costs until around 6AM. I'm pretty pathetic.
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: bleed like me ♥ garbage
July 2005
I hate this place. the people here are fucking psycho.
August 2005
SCHOOL STARTED BACK TODAY. can you believe that? i woke up this morning to do some laundry for bryan since he had an optometrist app. and nothing to wear, and it was so weird watching the girls get ready and off to school and not doing the same.
anyway, i'm off to pull weeds and plant flowers and do countless other things that make me feel way older than i am.
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: i'm only sleeping ♥ the vines
September 2005
This weekend has been busy and I don't like that. If I want anything done then I may as well do it myself.
Current Mood: aggravated
October 2005
so, we're moved into the house. apple day was boring, probably because people weird me out and Bryan and I both are rather antisocial.
Current Mood: accomplished
November 2005
It's fucking November already. Where the hell did the year go? I'm getting squishy and I don't like it. Bryan said we're not the same and things aren't how he thought they would be.
Current Mood: cold
Current Music: are you a hypnotist? ♥ the flaming lips
December 2005
ugh. life is so annoying. me + bryan aren't doing that getting along thing so well anymore. I'm really fucking tired of everything right now and I need to stop writing because it's making me think and thinking isn't a good thing for me to be doing in this state of mind.
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: devil in the details ♥ bright eyes
January 2005
i have a lot of things that i need to do. the roof on my house is finished. new year's eve was fun. i need to go work on this short story. and watch family guy and futurama.
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: such great heights ♥ iron and wine
February 2005
i'm sure i still have a ton of make up work for all of my classes. i am really, really looking forward to living in my own house. after school i gave frankie and steven a ride to jason's house, then picked up the bubby with shellie. i really wanna know what makes some people think that any business of mine is any business of their own? hmph. i guess some people just have a thing for starting shit. oh well! i guess if you find something you're good at, you shouldn't just give it up, should you? especially if it's the only thing you're good for.
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: the sound of settling ♥ death cab for cutie
March 2005
i really do just want to curl up in bed and hibernate. i wrote a five page letter for nothing and i can't even start on a stupid two-minute speech. i weigh 100lbs. i bought records today and an awesome turquoise ashtray. it is the shit, definitely.
Current Mood: blah
April 2005
i would just like to begin this entry by saying that last night was a whole hell of a lot of fun. um... the electricity has to be inspected before it can actually be hooked up which, hopefully, will happen tomorrow. as soon as it's in working order, i'm moving the rest of my stuff upstairs. i am excited.
Current Mood: busy
May 2005
i really am happy. and i'm not even saying that just to convince myself. I'm happy where I am.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: the bends ♥ radiohead
June 2005
Usually, it's the really lame-sounding things that I remember and smile back on. I should probably stop smoking marijuana. All areas of my love life are pretty much perfect. I've turned into quite the insomniac. Sleep an hour or so past noon, wake up, drag through the rest of the day and avoid the bed at all costs until around 6AM. I'm pretty pathetic.
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: bleed like me ♥ garbage
July 2005
I hate this place. the people here are fucking psycho.
August 2005
SCHOOL STARTED BACK TODAY. can you believe that? i woke up this morning to do some laundry for bryan since he had an optometrist app. and nothing to wear, and it was so weird watching the girls get ready and off to school and not doing the same.
anyway, i'm off to pull weeds and plant flowers and do countless other things that make me feel way older than i am.
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: i'm only sleeping ♥ the vines
September 2005
This weekend has been busy and I don't like that. If I want anything done then I may as well do it myself.
Current Mood: aggravated
October 2005
so, we're moved into the house. apple day was boring, probably because people weird me out and Bryan and I both are rather antisocial.
Current Mood: accomplished
November 2005
It's fucking November already. Where the hell did the year go? I'm getting squishy and I don't like it. Bryan said we're not the same and things aren't how he thought they would be.
Current Mood: cold
Current Music: are you a hypnotist? ♥ the flaming lips
December 2005
ugh. life is so annoying. me + bryan aren't doing that getting along thing so well anymore. I'm really fucking tired of everything right now and I need to stop writing because it's making me think and thinking isn't a good thing for me to be doing in this state of mind.
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: devil in the details ♥ bright eyes