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i hate hw...and that is all i have to say about that... i really dont know what to write about. ryan is most likely not going home this wkend=(. well thats mostly bc he wanted a free ride to miami w/ me and im not gonna give it to him. i dunno...im really disappointed in him as a person. ive always seen a beautiful side to him. the side that cared about me. even though i know he does care, this whole sleeping w/ other ppl bothers me. i mean it shouldnt: 1. hes not my bf and 2. ive been w/ other ppl. but when he does it it seems diff. i know i care about him enough to want to start a relationship w/ him but hes not ready bc he wants ass from other girls. but i dont think thats the real reason why i dont see a future w/ him..........