Dec 10, 2006 21:50
Get a grip.
We're getting down to the nitty gritty. Hours behind a checkout lane have taught me the value of self-humiliation. If it's what makes financial sense, I'll swallow what little pride I have left and enroll in U of L next fall. I've fucked up enough in the past four years that I really can't justify paying $30,000 tuition just to do it all over again. This town is driving me out of my head, honestly, but that's nothing new.
I guess I need to get out more. There are nice things here. I like driving to Oldham County at midnight with Art Bell on the radio. I like the river, as long as it keeps its distance. I like pretty girls. We learned in Peacock's class last year: Kentucky is positivley teeming with pretty girls.
If I stay in Louisville, I have no place to complain. I'll meet people. I'll go to the zoo more often. I like the zoo. Optimism!