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Jun 12, 2005 14:38

Eric's been shot. Eric's been shot. Eric's been...

It's like a mantra that I can't get out of my head. I heard Izzy when we informed us what had happened as she and Penn took off to check things out. I comprehended what she said. Eric's been shot. Our baby brother has been hurt.

I don't remember much else. Grabbed my keys, went for the car and drove to the hospital. I hate hospitals. I hate them so much. I hated them when i was a child and I hated them when i was a patient.

It's always worse when it is one of the kids inside though. When it's one of the boys. Nick was beside me. Holding my hand and comforting...me? I'm the big sister. Shouldn't it be the other way around?

He's all grown up now. Just like Eric. Taller than me and determined that they will protect their big sisters. Who will protect them? God, I hate this. I just want to see Eric and make sure he's fine. I hear them saying he will be and I know it's only right that Isabella see him first. She's the one we all want to see when we're hurt.

I need air.

*turns to Nick*

Can we get some air? I can't breathe.
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