May 23, 2005 13:17
Stephani is no longer living with me. She stole my car yesterday when I was at work and ended up at Van Wesil in Sarasota. She also backing into a truck and smashed my tail light and fucked the left side up with scratches. She also tried to get me to take Oxy Cotton and Zanex and Cocaine and all that good shit. It's been forever since I've smoked pot too. I was finally on the right track and she fucked me over. So she's back at her Grandparent's house and is threatening to run away again. I say let her, she doesn't want help. She's determined to fuck up her life. And after all that me and my family did for her. Gave her a place to live. Came and got her off 14th Street. Bought her clothes and cigarettes. We made sure she was safe when she was pregnant. We talked to Matt and convinced him to let her come back to church. After all that, she still chose to fuck us over. She has no respect for anyone. I hope she goes back to JDC and I hope she's there for a long time. She needs some serious help.
I found out that Tim's doing drugs again. After he told me that he would leave my ass if I ever toked again. He also has 2 other girlfriends. So he fucked me over too. And now I have his named tattooed on my hand...so I'll have to fix that. Fuck you Tim. I hate you!
I'm probably quitting my job and am going into Construction with my friend Julie who's 31. 15 bucks an hour. That's good.
But yeah so there was my weekend. You can forget about me ever trusting anyone who has never fully earned my trust. And I'm locking my heart up in a safe place and no one will get it again. I was doing so good. Now I'm back to being broken. It sucks.
But I did get my license...so yeah.