Disappearance otherwise known as hiatus
I will be taking a break for march, disappear for a while from social life and fandom. (I know right it's bigbang comeback and I am
Making such decision)
Of course I am still contactable via email, sms, whatsapp whatever just maybe I won't reply on time or at all. But yes if someone was dying please call me immediately! You get my drift.
Just maybe this way, I can focus.
I miss sleeping at 8pm (I have to I start work at 7am)
I have classes on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays. So technically speaking my only 8pm sleeping days is Tuesday and Thursday and the weekends.
And I've realized that I depend too much on my wit in school rather than actually studying hard for it.
Same at work, I don't want to be good just only technical wise I want the logic and theory foundation to be strong as well.
I just need to refocus for a bit.
I love to write still. So I will probably keep doing that.
Do I make sense if I say I just want to be a homely girl? Just be a hermit and stay home.
Doing everything or nothing at all.
February was a crazy month of drinking, smoking hanging out late. Falling asleep with socks and makeup on waking up to find you can't remember shit.
I need to let the body recover. Stop making lies that it's so much easier to sleep with alcohol infused in the bloodstream.
I am a hazard to myself and others. I use my cousin's arm as ashtray when I was too high. See *facepalms
And I need to freaking save money :(
I hope I can do so.
At 25 without liquid assets i might as well kill myself.
So yes...
Let's see how it goes.
:)
지혜아 화이팅
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