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i had nightmares again last night.
in one, i was in the movie Jaws 4:Shark without a cause. it was stupid, but i got my legs eaten off, and there was blood everywhere.
later i was in the middle east, and i had killed a girl who i was having an affair with, so i could be with the girl i loved. (it was strangely simiar to a film i just saw, but no sense spoiling the plot of it by saying the name) no one suspected me. i couldn't stop crying, because i knew it was only a matter of time before i slipped up and gave myself away. i always dream about irreversable events, and the horror is always in their finality, the inability to take back whats happened.
later i was in my archtypal nyc, which always has a huge theme park with rollercoasters in the hudson river. i was in the back of a roller coaster, holding on for dear life, trying not to swallow too much water.
bleh, that was morbid.
in one, i was in the movie Jaws 4:Shark without a cause. it was stupid, but i got my legs eaten off, and there was blood everywhere.
later i was in the middle east, and i had killed a girl who i was having an affair with, so i could be with the girl i loved. (it was strangely simiar to a film i just saw, but no sense spoiling the plot of it by saying the name) no one suspected me. i couldn't stop crying, because i knew it was only a matter of time before i slipped up and gave myself away. i always dream about irreversable events, and the horror is always in their finality, the inability to take back whats happened.
later i was in my archtypal nyc, which always has a huge theme park with rollercoasters in the hudson river. i was in the back of a roller coaster, holding on for dear life, trying not to swallow too much water.
bleh, that was morbid.