(no subject)
It's strange how things can happen. You've been dead for almost a year now, and I just got a cd from my dad of all the shit I had on his computer from before I met you, and it has all the pictures you ever sent me on it. I didn't have any of you for so long that my memories were starting to become blurry. But now your fresh in my mind, and it makes my heart hurt to know your gone forever. I wouldn't want you back. I just wanted to say I'm sorry. It's strange the effect the pictures had on me, heart raced, paniced feelings over-whelmed me. I just smiled and scrolled through every single one of them. I miss the feelings you caused in me. If it were not for you, I wouldn't be the person I am now, and I wouldn't be in the relationship I am now as comfortably as I am.
I miss you.
I'm sorry.
(vague on purpose, don't ask, won't tell)
I miss you.
I'm sorry.
(vague on purpose, don't ask, won't tell)