chasing the wind
Recently I can't find my words and it kills me that you trampled everything that was kind of significant to me but it's okay for this, that, and the other reason. I am so scared about one certain thing and I hope I am wrong wrong wrong because my heart would shatter! Aside from that though my life has been so good and satisfying lately.
My mother has been so nice to me and I think someone secretly died maybe. Or maybe she is realizing that at school I hate my life and that I shouldn't hate it at home too, and I am thankful if that is what it is. I am spending more time with her than before which is nice because we never really spend time together! It is kind of funny because since I got my computer, I think it's been off a lot more than my old one ever was.
Yesterday was a really good day; I went to a Special Olympics bowling event ("I got a shirt, it says 'Be A Fan!'...") Everyone there was so nice and I smiled the whole entire time it was a beautiful thing! I got home eventually and then giggled and celebrated Olivia and my six months of best friendship. After that I downloaded the This Providence album that came out whenever it came out and OH MY GOD. I love it so much!
My precious friends I love you so so so much if I am being ridiculous right now I am aware a little bit! It will end soon I am hoping but I am trying really hard! I cherish everyone who I have come across forever even Jasmine who is now ridiculous and you-know-who that plays with scary things. Weee belong!
Even after all my mistakes, even after all my mistakes, even after all my mistakes, you came through.
My mother has been so nice to me and I think someone secretly died maybe. Or maybe she is realizing that at school I hate my life and that I shouldn't hate it at home too, and I am thankful if that is what it is. I am spending more time with her than before which is nice because we never really spend time together! It is kind of funny because since I got my computer, I think it's been off a lot more than my old one ever was.
Yesterday was a really good day; I went to a Special Olympics bowling event ("I got a shirt, it says 'Be A Fan!'...") Everyone there was so nice and I smiled the whole entire time it was a beautiful thing! I got home eventually and then giggled and celebrated Olivia and my six months of best friendship. After that I downloaded the This Providence album that came out whenever it came out and OH MY GOD. I love it so much!
My precious friends I love you so so so much if I am being ridiculous right now I am aware a little bit! It will end soon I am hoping but I am trying really hard! I cherish everyone who I have come across forever even Jasmine who is now ridiculous and you-know-who that plays with scary things. Weee belong!
Even after all my mistakes, even after all my mistakes, even after all my mistakes, you came through.