Aug 28, 2006 02:02
she said that no matter where she went, she would never be satisfied. neither here nor there would she find happiness. i told her i wish that i was enough for her, because she was for me. she just laughs.
so i infer that i should just walk alone, and discard this acquired codependency.
this is a conclusion i have come to countless times, only to discard it when she enters and makes me feel whole. i cant have her, so i just have to move on. all i really need is myself.