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life seems like it's going one way and then it takes a turn.. as usual. but this time it's a big one. i moved in with my friend erin.. she lives in a trailer that her dad owns, which is right next door to my sister's boyfriend's parents' trailer. peculiar things have happened to me lately. ive been able to find good things everywhere... little things everyday that make my life enjoyable. amazing amounts of clairvoyant experiences. since the circle broke up ive been drifting from group to group... i spent some time with rebecca's new group, and it's made up of a bunch of people that i knew in middle school, which was awesome. and last week, since ive started living at erin's and seeing all the people that go through there, there's an inner circle of people within the huge hoard that occassionally- but always in a segmented manner- flows through the house, and one of them (including erin) used to be a good friend of mine, and now he is once again. familiarity is comforting. so is moving out and getting my own damn room in a house that i can do whatever the fuck i want in. i cant wait to get that room cleaned out. i cant wait til i can feel settled again.. just so it can get fucked up in time. that's life, and that's what im looking forward to. stasis, change; stasis, change; ... to know that every period of easiness in my life will eventually change to difficulty gives me something to look forward to. shit gets boring when it's always the same.
i love.
i love.