should i feel guilty when i smile like this???

[infnatspiral]

i have found a bit of bliss
in a place i once dreamed of
i thought i was gonna miss
we were able to rise above

things are elsewhere still weird
but i dont care anymore
i wont be a victim to what i feared
i am my only core

now i am going to chill
and let this bull shit roll away
i am not the one w/ shoes to fill
i am tired of this everyday

but there is a light
and it is a friend that cares
that shines thru the mare of night
and i dont have to pay for fares

an empathetic soul
that would rather be hurt than another
a relationship w/ out a tole
a passionate other

i like where i have come w/ u to be
a wonderful and compassionate friend
can others see what we see?
eh, fuck 'em, as they said in the end.