GD anxiety.
Been anxiety free for years, and all the sudden the last few days I've been having the oh so familiar hard time breathing. Figures, not too late after talking to Meison about it, it comes back! Oh anxiety you little bastard.
I guess I've got a lot to be anxious about though. Just taking a moment to think here are a few of the thoughts that cross my mind:
- My cats health
- Mai boobies (yeah I'm excited about them, wut?! D: )
- Money...aka me seemingly always broke now.
- WTH I'm going to do with my future (i.e. a real job, ideally one I enjoy)
- My own health (I crave Pole Vaulting again...but can't really do it by myself :/ )
- Keeping Michael happy...That's the best I can explain. Iono, nothing specific.
- I don't even know what else, just lots going through my mind.
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah I freaking hate this suffocating feeling, and even though I know what it is I have a hard time controlling it >.o