what the fuck am i writing??!!
i cant write songs at the moment...
Where can i begin,
my heart hurts from loneliness
Ive been told I have so much to give
Its just that no one wants it
broken rules and promises
in a life that makes no sense
but i would rather be here than where you are
heartache is more than bearable
I think I kinda like it
with more than my will fading inside
I know soon it will bw my time
I really want to be near the water
I really wish I knew my daughter
there will be no more sunsets or talk of lost love
Its time to ride the last wave
Ill push everything away
and go out with intensity feirce and proud
maybe one day they will remember me
goodbye and fuck you for crying.
follow me until im gone
then you must find another way
i can already see the sorrow in your eyes
but you wont miss me when im gone
is there a reason you still keep me at your side
trying to open me up and find the feelings
hiding deep inside
theres nothing left for you to take
there is no heart for you to break
and when you change your mind
this shell before you is all thats left of me
Is it always the same
victory is yours and still you complain
bended down on broken bones
self destructive defiance of healthy living
push it past what is too far
if you break your stride then youve given up
or died
every time is the last time
but you couldnt make it work
so you wake up to another victory
or for lack of better words
another failure
seeing as how all the compassion is gone
Its not the end of the world
everyone needs
someone to keep in their heart
and everyone wants to see
who i choose to stand beside me
but im always alone
even with my friends around me
and its not the end of the world
I wont let it end until your with me
theres fire in the sky at night
and i am captive in your eyes
how can i win this war
how can i make you see whats right
now im loosing sleep
over something ive never had
i know one day i can make you see
but right now if feels so fucking bad
and even if i make you see
that you are perfect for me
I might not be the one for you
and you could never return the feelings i have for you
so the world will never end...
In the end ill die
our time is very limited in life
but know that eveyday until the end
I will always want to be with you
and you will never know
because i will never tell you
so i will always be alone
a few more years doesnt seem too long
but the solitude seems to make them drag on so long
if you heard me sing these songs, you would all be fucking balling your eyes out....or not
so why is this garbage the only thing that comes out lately (just a thought, not really a question) blah... fuckity fuck fuck
Where can i begin,
my heart hurts from loneliness
Ive been told I have so much to give
Its just that no one wants it
broken rules and promises
in a life that makes no sense
but i would rather be here than where you are
heartache is more than bearable
I think I kinda like it
with more than my will fading inside
I know soon it will bw my time
I really want to be near the water
I really wish I knew my daughter
there will be no more sunsets or talk of lost love
Its time to ride the last wave
Ill push everything away
and go out with intensity feirce and proud
maybe one day they will remember me
goodbye and fuck you for crying.
follow me until im gone
then you must find another way
i can already see the sorrow in your eyes
but you wont miss me when im gone
is there a reason you still keep me at your side
trying to open me up and find the feelings
hiding deep inside
theres nothing left for you to take
there is no heart for you to break
and when you change your mind
this shell before you is all thats left of me
Is it always the same
victory is yours and still you complain
bended down on broken bones
self destructive defiance of healthy living
push it past what is too far
if you break your stride then youve given up
or died
every time is the last time
but you couldnt make it work
so you wake up to another victory
or for lack of better words
another failure
seeing as how all the compassion is gone
Its not the end of the world
everyone needs
someone to keep in their heart
and everyone wants to see
who i choose to stand beside me
but im always alone
even with my friends around me
and its not the end of the world
I wont let it end until your with me
theres fire in the sky at night
and i am captive in your eyes
how can i win this war
how can i make you see whats right
now im loosing sleep
over something ive never had
i know one day i can make you see
but right now if feels so fucking bad
and even if i make you see
that you are perfect for me
I might not be the one for you
and you could never return the feelings i have for you
so the world will never end...
In the end ill die
our time is very limited in life
but know that eveyday until the end
I will always want to be with you
and you will never know
because i will never tell you
so i will always be alone
a few more years doesnt seem too long
but the solitude seems to make them drag on so long
if you heard me sing these songs, you would all be fucking balling your eyes out....or not
so why is this garbage the only thing that comes out lately (just a thought, not really a question) blah... fuckity fuck fuck