FUCK!
Welcome to the late night rants of this wonderful girl.
I hate how people manage to make you doubt everything, make you feel like everything you've done is wrong, but the best part is the fact that they have told you that before, fuck! You know, it's not my fault someone else didn't speak up and say something, I cannot be held responsible for someone's decission not to speak up and express their own opinion or views, or complain that they were uncomfortable, it's not my responsibility to look at for every single other person's problem and need, oh yes, and then let's top it off with something that makes me feel like I got in the way of something, and then remind me that both of them aren't here, and then remind myself of who I trust, can I please have one honest good person who doesn't have to bring me down all the time, why does everyone have to blame me for everything, I can't do everything right, but I can't be held responsible for everything that goes wrong. For once can't something not be my fault.
Please...
Please...
I'm just done, I hate being made to feel like shit for some reason, I just wish I knew why. I just don't want this rubbed in my face, again and again and again. *sigh*
"to be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around, the be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you, no you don't know what it's like, welcome to my life."
I like how everyone assumes they know me, I just want them to realize they don't.
Darkness is not a fucking competition.
I hate how people manage to make you doubt everything, make you feel like everything you've done is wrong, but the best part is the fact that they have told you that before, fuck! You know, it's not my fault someone else didn't speak up and say something, I cannot be held responsible for someone's decission not to speak up and express their own opinion or views, or complain that they were uncomfortable, it's not my responsibility to look at for every single other person's problem and need, oh yes, and then let's top it off with something that makes me feel like I got in the way of something, and then remind me that both of them aren't here, and then remind myself of who I trust, can I please have one honest good person who doesn't have to bring me down all the time, why does everyone have to blame me for everything, I can't do everything right, but I can't be held responsible for everything that goes wrong. For once can't something not be my fault.
Please...
Please...
I'm just done, I hate being made to feel like shit for some reason, I just wish I knew why. I just don't want this rubbed in my face, again and again and again. *sigh*
"to be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around, the be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you, no you don't know what it's like, welcome to my life."
I like how everyone assumes they know me, I just want them to realize they don't.
Darkness is not a fucking competition.