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Sometimes I wonder if i'm just ruining what I have.
I'm changing jobs again. Now i'm going to work for Starbucks. Go me. I'm willing to take bets on how long I will stay at this job. I have managed to stay somewhere for over a year. But that was only once.
Things are still going pretty well with EmoGear. I still find myself enjoying working with the boys. Whats better than working with friends? Sometimes it's tiring but its well worth it. But sometimes I have to wonder what it is that I'm doing. I find myself so swamped with paperwork and having to make more phone calls than I would like. I don't like doing that stuff. I'd rather work more with the creative aspect but I can do that too... just gotta find time for it... I haven't been able to do more than quick sketches that really suck and do not show my full potential.
Wish I had more time... I really want to develop my portfolio. I really want to go to art school. I know that its not something that will happen but I can still wish.
I feel like I want to just crawl into bed and just stay there. I'm just so confused and I really don't feel like talking to anyone. Well... I do and I don't, I don't know.
Well... thats enough for now.
I'm changing jobs again. Now i'm going to work for Starbucks. Go me. I'm willing to take bets on how long I will stay at this job. I have managed to stay somewhere for over a year. But that was only once.
Things are still going pretty well with EmoGear. I still find myself enjoying working with the boys. Whats better than working with friends? Sometimes it's tiring but its well worth it. But sometimes I have to wonder what it is that I'm doing. I find myself so swamped with paperwork and having to make more phone calls than I would like. I don't like doing that stuff. I'd rather work more with the creative aspect but I can do that too... just gotta find time for it... I haven't been able to do more than quick sketches that really suck and do not show my full potential.
Wish I had more time... I really want to develop my portfolio. I really want to go to art school. I know that its not something that will happen but I can still wish.
I feel like I want to just crawl into bed and just stay there. I'm just so confused and I really don't feel like talking to anyone. Well... I do and I don't, I don't know.
Well... thats enough for now.