dammit
i've gotten no sleep this weekend...so i may just be going to sleep...now. yes hmm...i think so...god i have too much to do.
i feel so selfish. i mean really. i don't have the right to voice whether jono stays home or not from retreat. but he's missed almost all of the things real important to me...my birthday, his birthday, 8 and 9 months, homecoming, and now performance...
*bummed face*
i don't know...i really don't want to tell him because i feel AWFUL! and thinking about what his mom would think would probably make me feel worse...idk, i wishi could just be one of those girlfriends that is like baaaaby stay hoooome and they would. but it makes me feel bad. i hate putting people out. i'd rather walk home then get a ride kinda thing
bah....
i feel so selfish. i mean really. i don't have the right to voice whether jono stays home or not from retreat. but he's missed almost all of the things real important to me...my birthday, his birthday, 8 and 9 months, homecoming, and now performance...
*bummed face*
i don't know...i really don't want to tell him because i feel AWFUL! and thinking about what his mom would think would probably make me feel worse...idk, i wishi could just be one of those girlfriends that is like baaaaby stay hoooome and they would. but it makes me feel bad. i hate putting people out. i'd rather walk home then get a ride kinda thing
bah....