its been too long since i've...
hi.
the task at hand is far more difficult than i thought it to be.
also, my bedroom is muggy and hot. how can anyone expect me to sleep in these conditions?
on another note...i have an important decision to make. do i buy a ticket to london for december 18 so that i can fly with ryan and spend time in scotland or do i wait (so not to miss family Christmas) and meet up with him in paris? no idea what to do here...Mom said she would miss me but would be ok if i missed the holidays....hmmm...what to do, what to do?
i cried twice today for no good reason. the first time was b/c i saw a funeral line of cars...and the second b/c i couldn't get something quite right at work. this week has been very emotional for no good reason at all.
i'm going to birmingham next weekend for the first time in FOREVER. it will be good. and it will be extra special to see miss emily before she leaves for 4 months.
next week needs to be chill out week. a little less social activity will be nice. i'm worn out. i want to have more time to read and be alone...and get "life" things done...like clean my room...and get my oil changed. i'm not complaining anymore. good night.
the task at hand is far more difficult than i thought it to be.
also, my bedroom is muggy and hot. how can anyone expect me to sleep in these conditions?
on another note...i have an important decision to make. do i buy a ticket to london for december 18 so that i can fly with ryan and spend time in scotland or do i wait (so not to miss family Christmas) and meet up with him in paris? no idea what to do here...Mom said she would miss me but would be ok if i missed the holidays....hmmm...what to do, what to do?
i cried twice today for no good reason. the first time was b/c i saw a funeral line of cars...and the second b/c i couldn't get something quite right at work. this week has been very emotional for no good reason at all.
i'm going to birmingham next weekend for the first time in FOREVER. it will be good. and it will be extra special to see miss emily before she leaves for 4 months.
next week needs to be chill out week. a little less social activity will be nice. i'm worn out. i want to have more time to read and be alone...and get "life" things done...like clean my room...and get my oil changed. i'm not complaining anymore. good night.