for charlie
I was thinking about one of those few great poetic moments in life while i was washing my little bit of hair this morning.... when you're on top of a girl, the girl you're in love with, looking down on her moon bathed body, her back arched and beautiful face braced in ecstacy, and you're pleasuring her with all your strength.. no one could possibly understand or recreate the image before you, like an angel right there with you... you'd think at a time like this you'd be cocky, 'hey, i got a really hot naked chick in my bed!' but no, you're not... you're completely humbled. it's your bed and your hands, but you are her slave, you'd die for her in this moment. Nothing has ever made you feel this thankful for being alive. Her body moves with you like water. She is the purest being in the universe. In her final throws of climax, she reaches up and embraces you, cheek to cheek, her eyes still closed... your heart explodes, for at that second you two are truly one. You can feel her heartbeat and heavy breathing, sweat still pouring down your back... you lay beside her and she stares into your eyes. You realize you have just been born! Everything in the entire universe disapears except you, your angel, the moon and your bed. She creates the rest of everything by saying, I love you. Existance is reanimated, and you wrap your arm around her and kiss her glistening forehead. Tonight you've learned what desire is. You will remember her eyes every time you hear this word for the rest of your life. She turns over and holds your hand tightly, letting you not to let go of her tonight. You know you wouldn't for anything. You thank god for this creature, this diety, this true blessing. As you finally drift off, you smile and realize, 'wow.. there's a really hot naked chick in my bed'...
as you can see, i miss my gf terribly... i haven't seen her since the beggining of this year!! But just a few days and i'll be with my angel again. I reallly mean it when i say she's an angel, you guys have no idea. i love you jessie.
as you can see, i miss my gf terribly... i haven't seen her since the beggining of this year!! But just a few days and i'll be with my angel again. I reallly mean it when i say she's an angel, you guys have no idea. i love you jessie.