the opposite to his heart; myungsoo/sungyeol
Title: The Opposite to His Heart
Pairing/Focus: Sungyeol/Myungsoo
Rating: PG-13
Summary: to be honest, myungsoo doesn't like sungyeol at all; not in the way fans wants him to love sungyeol, not even in a friendly way. it's at midnight, as the rain patters gently against the window outside their room, when myungsoo makes a list on things he hates about sungyeol
the opposite to his heart: myungsoo/sungyeol
to be honest, myungsoo doesn't like sungyeol at all; not in the way fans wants him to love sungyeol, not even in a friendly way. sungyeol's like raw food. and myungsoo detests raw food more than anything (not more than sungyeol, though). it's at midnight, as the rain patters gently against the window outside their room, when myungsoo makes a list on things he hates about sungyeol. he stares up at the not-so-white ceilings, as he listens to sungyeol's and dongwoo's heavy breath.
1. myungsoo hates how perfect and just plain stupid sungyeol's smile is (and how it sometimes makes his heart race; he hates how he just can't help but smile back).
2. he hates how the older boy is so tall (myungsoo calls him tower; myungsoo likes towers).
3. he hates sungyeol's laughter (myungsoo hates the butterflies in his stomach).
he looks down at sungyeol's sleeping face and decides that he dislike it too.
4. he hates sungyeol's beautiful face (he doesn't like the way girls stare at him).
5. he hates the hearts sungyeol throws to fans (and not to him).
and there's so much more that makes myungsoo hate him.
7. (like how sungyeol pulled him in for a kiss, yesterday, at midnight, his soft lips all over myungsoo's, and he hates how good sungyeol is at it). myungsoo hates sungyeol's lips.
and the thing he detests the most about lee sungyeol, infinite's sub-vocalist and (stupid) prankster, is that he loves nam woohyun. (and sometimes, it feels like myungsoo's heart is bleeding -- sungyeol doesn't love him back).
but he knows that woohyun doesn't love sungyeol either (he can hear woohyun fucking sunggyu at night, how he moans sunggyu's name out loud, and he knows that sungyeol hears too, because he can feel sungyeol's salty tears, as they kiss with hands under pants and try to take away his pain. but then myungsoo's heart starts to bleed again).
myungsoo likes to watch and mockingly laugh as sungyeol bleeds and cries after woohyun. (myungsoo's well aware of that sungyeol only kisses him when he's damn tired of being in pain and is in need of touching someone, anyone, and myungsoo's just that anyone.)
he hates sungyeol for treating him like a freaking toy, he detests the way sungyeol smile at him the next day and hug him friendly in front of everyone, as if nothing happened and they're just normal best friends that don't fuck each other at night when nobody knows. myungsoo doesn't want to be just anyone; he deserves better.
(myungsoo doesn't mind having his heart ripped apart by sungyeol a millions of times, doesn't mind being just anyone as long as he can press sungyeol near at night).
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he angrily crumples the paper into a ball and throws it under his pillow and let the pencil drop to the floor, before going to sleep. or well, he doesn't really sleep. he waits.
he waits and waits.
but tonight, sungyeol doesn't search for him.
good, he thinks.
(he cries).
-
to be honest, myungsoo doesn't like sungyeol at all; not in the way fans wants him to love sungyeol, not even in a friendly way. because myungsoo hates that boy more than anything.
(the truth is that myungsoo loves that boy more than the fans thinks, and he really doesn't want them to stay just friends, but then again, sungyeol really doesn't love him, because there's nam fucking woohyun, that perfect bastard).
myungsoo's heart bleeds all the time.
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forgive me for being so angsty all the time alhgljasldkasd; thank you for reading! if there's any grammatical fail and typos, please tell me so that i can fix it, heh.
write a comment containing your feelings, or die /woohyun style LOL i'm just kidding ;uuu; ♥
to the most wonderful coaled i luuuub you! <333
Pairing/Focus: Sungyeol/Myungsoo
Rating: PG-13
Summary: to be honest, myungsoo doesn't like sungyeol at all; not in the way fans wants him to love sungyeol, not even in a friendly way. it's at midnight, as the rain patters gently against the window outside their room, when myungsoo makes a list on things he hates about sungyeol
the opposite to his heart: myungsoo/sungyeol
to be honest, myungsoo doesn't like sungyeol at all; not in the way fans wants him to love sungyeol, not even in a friendly way. sungyeol's like raw food. and myungsoo detests raw food more than anything (not more than sungyeol, though). it's at midnight, as the rain patters gently against the window outside their room, when myungsoo makes a list on things he hates about sungyeol. he stares up at the not-so-white ceilings, as he listens to sungyeol's and dongwoo's heavy breath.
1. myungsoo hates how perfect and just plain stupid sungyeol's smile is (and how it sometimes makes his heart race; he hates how he just can't help but smile back).
2. he hates how the older boy is so tall (myungsoo calls him tower; myungsoo likes towers).
3. he hates sungyeol's laughter (myungsoo hates the butterflies in his stomach).
he looks down at sungyeol's sleeping face and decides that he dislike it too.
4. he hates sungyeol's beautiful face (he doesn't like the way girls stare at him).
5. he hates the hearts sungyeol throws to fans (and not to him).
and there's so much more that makes myungsoo hate him.
7. (like how sungyeol pulled him in for a kiss, yesterday, at midnight, his soft lips all over myungsoo's, and he hates how good sungyeol is at it). myungsoo hates sungyeol's lips.
and the thing he detests the most about lee sungyeol, infinite's sub-vocalist and (stupid) prankster, is that he loves nam woohyun. (and sometimes, it feels like myungsoo's heart is bleeding -- sungyeol doesn't love him back).
but he knows that woohyun doesn't love sungyeol either (he can hear woohyun fucking sunggyu at night, how he moans sunggyu's name out loud, and he knows that sungyeol hears too, because he can feel sungyeol's salty tears, as they kiss with hands under pants and try to take away his pain. but then myungsoo's heart starts to bleed again).
myungsoo likes to watch and mockingly laugh as sungyeol bleeds and cries after woohyun. (myungsoo's well aware of that sungyeol only kisses him when he's damn tired of being in pain and is in need of touching someone, anyone, and myungsoo's just that anyone.)
he hates sungyeol for treating him like a freaking toy, he detests the way sungyeol smile at him the next day and hug him friendly in front of everyone, as if nothing happened and they're just normal best friends that don't fuck each other at night when nobody knows. myungsoo doesn't want to be just anyone; he deserves better.
(myungsoo doesn't mind having his heart ripped apart by sungyeol a millions of times, doesn't mind being just anyone as long as he can press sungyeol near at night).
-
he angrily crumples the paper into a ball and throws it under his pillow and let the pencil drop to the floor, before going to sleep. or well, he doesn't really sleep. he waits.
he waits and waits.
but tonight, sungyeol doesn't search for him.
good, he thinks.
(he cries).
-
to be honest, myungsoo doesn't like sungyeol at all; not in the way fans wants him to love sungyeol, not even in a friendly way. because myungsoo hates that boy more than anything.
(the truth is that myungsoo loves that boy more than the fans thinks, and he really doesn't want them to stay just friends, but then again, sungyeol really doesn't love him, because there's nam fucking woohyun, that perfect bastard).
myungsoo's heart bleeds all the time.
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forgive me for being so angsty all the time alhgljasldkasd; thank you for reading! if there's any grammatical fail and typos, please tell me so that i can fix it, heh.
write a comment containing your feelings, or die /woohyun style LOL i'm just kidding ;uuu; ♥
to the most wonderful coaled i luuuub you! <333