Hooooo-la!
Man, CYC rocks.
However:
Loosing your voice sucks. (So does drinking Lemon Juice straight to help it)
Not being able to see friends sucks (Thomas, Kristie, John, Chris, Skates, Bekah, I haven't forgot about you...please don't forget about me).
One would wonder than, why I'm going back for another week in T-Minus 1 Hour.
Maybe its God.
I feel as if I've been growing this summer. I feel as if I don't have a lot of purpose here, and its been an interesting experience adjusting to that. Depressing, but necessary.
Why necessary? Well, I have come to one concrete conclusion. I am here, undoubtedly, to rebuild my family. Every time I go through a fit of sadness I always ask myself why I am here (It goes back to the purpose thing), and the answer, from somewhere in my mind, always comes back the same.
I'm not ready to do that though. I have to be able to give a lot to do that. And to give a lot, you have to have a lot. I'm not even talking about money or security. I have to be able to offer a lot intellectually, emotionally, spiritually before I can do that. So it is time for me to amass those things.
A good work ethic too. So maybe that is my purpose this summer. Just to learn that.
To Happiness and Balance!
Luke Roth
Post Script: I told myself that one thing all human beings are called to is to cause hope. Thank you all, my friends, for you have caused it in me. Yeah, even you.
However:
Loosing your voice sucks. (So does drinking Lemon Juice straight to help it)
Not being able to see friends sucks (Thomas, Kristie, John, Chris, Skates, Bekah, I haven't forgot about you...please don't forget about me).
One would wonder than, why I'm going back for another week in T-Minus 1 Hour.
Maybe its God.
I feel as if I've been growing this summer. I feel as if I don't have a lot of purpose here, and its been an interesting experience adjusting to that. Depressing, but necessary.
Why necessary? Well, I have come to one concrete conclusion. I am here, undoubtedly, to rebuild my family. Every time I go through a fit of sadness I always ask myself why I am here (It goes back to the purpose thing), and the answer, from somewhere in my mind, always comes back the same.
I'm not ready to do that though. I have to be able to give a lot to do that. And to give a lot, you have to have a lot. I'm not even talking about money or security. I have to be able to offer a lot intellectually, emotionally, spiritually before I can do that. So it is time for me to amass those things.
A good work ethic too. So maybe that is my purpose this summer. Just to learn that.
To Happiness and Balance!
Luke Roth
Post Script: I told myself that one thing all human beings are called to is to cause hope. Thank you all, my friends, for you have caused it in me. Yeah, even you.