The Middle
I hate being in the middle of two people breaking up.
Especially when the break up'ees are being hypocritical and playing games like "Who gets which friends" and such. Why can't people just buck up, admit they were having crazy sex and maybe that they had an unequal relationship, and leave their friends out of it?
One actually quoted this to me today, "Oh, its ok, as long as I'm your favorite."
"Take me away, because I just don't wanna stay, and the lies you made me say are getting deeper every day."
Just heard that and it made sense.
Who the fuck plays these kinds of games? Its shit like this why I just have "Friendship" listed on my Facebook. Its wrong to make people feel awkward like this instead of talking it out and leaving it alone.
Is it wrong that after what happened on my birthday I'm really disinterested in putting my heart on my sleeve anymore? I really think I'm justified in just trying to make myself complete, and improving myself.
Not that I'm not happy with myself. I've already turned a lot around. There's always little things.
But the middle is an important place to be too, at least in your life. So I'm trying to run from the middle and back towards it in some senses. I'm out of my senses.
To that extent, this post is to the middle. To whom which seeks it, may they find it, and to whom needs to escape it, may they escape it.
"Yeah I know what I know, and I know what I know...its gonna be ok."
And maybe it will be.
To Happiness,
Luke Roth
(P.S. - Smallville 100 episode tonight! Someone's gonna die! I'm hoping for Lana!)
Especially when the break up'ees are being hypocritical and playing games like "Who gets which friends" and such. Why can't people just buck up, admit they were having crazy sex and maybe that they had an unequal relationship, and leave their friends out of it?
One actually quoted this to me today, "Oh, its ok, as long as I'm your favorite."
"Take me away, because I just don't wanna stay, and the lies you made me say are getting deeper every day."
Just heard that and it made sense.
Who the fuck plays these kinds of games? Its shit like this why I just have "Friendship" listed on my Facebook. Its wrong to make people feel awkward like this instead of talking it out and leaving it alone.
Is it wrong that after what happened on my birthday I'm really disinterested in putting my heart on my sleeve anymore? I really think I'm justified in just trying to make myself complete, and improving myself.
Not that I'm not happy with myself. I've already turned a lot around. There's always little things.
But the middle is an important place to be too, at least in your life. So I'm trying to run from the middle and back towards it in some senses. I'm out of my senses.
To that extent, this post is to the middle. To whom which seeks it, may they find it, and to whom needs to escape it, may they escape it.
"Yeah I know what I know, and I know what I know...its gonna be ok."
And maybe it will be.
To Happiness,
Luke Roth
(P.S. - Smallville 100 episode tonight! Someone's gonna die! I'm hoping for Lana!)