i will never hold the past over your head.
i lose out on the things i want the most.
i didnt even get a chance to see if we could really work.
I've been thinking about this someone and how I want them. And it makes me think of my exbf. We broke up about 5 years ago. I was thinking I would just like to sit next to him with his arm around me, but I know as soon as either one of us opens are mouth it would ruin everything. We don't get along anymore. I don't know what love is, I thought I loved him at the time, he will always be something to me. He made me realize I need someone I could trust, and someone I could depend on which he was none of. I think I care about him still, but I know hes not someone I could spend my life with.
I thought it was better to be in no relationship then in a bad one, but I think I'd rather be with someone in a then alone. Because being alone, all my thoughts are consumed by being with someone.
i didnt even get a chance to see if we could really work.
I've been thinking about this someone and how I want them. And it makes me think of my exbf. We broke up about 5 years ago. I was thinking I would just like to sit next to him with his arm around me, but I know as soon as either one of us opens are mouth it would ruin everything. We don't get along anymore. I don't know what love is, I thought I loved him at the time, he will always be something to me. He made me realize I need someone I could trust, and someone I could depend on which he was none of. I think I care about him still, but I know hes not someone I could spend my life with.
I thought it was better to be in no relationship then in a bad one, but I think I'd rather be with someone in a then alone. Because being alone, all my thoughts are consumed by being with someone.